Hello folks!
So I am bringing back from death my personal blog. The title (which is related to the Animatrix movie), I think it fits of what is happening right now with my professional path.
The last time I posted something was related to web development. Most of you don’t know the story, but yes, I came back to the world of websites, e-commerce solutions, blogs in WordPress and stuff, so I am going back to 2018 right now, starting from the last post I created here:
TL;DR -> After starting in game development, stop believing myself and went to web development, moving to AS400/iSeries development and goind back (again) to web development…I returned home as a game developer.
Now, the details:
April 2018 I was developing a web app for productivity and gamification stuff so I can turn it into a startup or business and fulfill my desire of having something of my own. After many pitches, improvements, feedback and running out of money, it was put “on hold”.
No, in fact, I still was programming the app after work, but my day job was demanding, there were a lot of things to learn and improve in the agency (Oh, right, I was in a Digital Marketing Agency) and you know that this kind of business demand a lot, since you have to work for a lot of clients.
I stayed there for seven months. To be honest, I needed more money since life got a little bit complicated so I took part from there, everything was cool and I appreciated the opportunity.
Usually I first quit the job before start searching for jobs but in this case, things got way more complicated. So me and my girlfriend moved to a cheaper place to live, cut down expenses, I have to attend some personal matters and then look for a job.
In the meantime I was freelancing projects from existing clients but that would not pay all the bills, I had to find a job soon. My web application needed more research and development in order to be a viable product, I was thinking that maybe I was not that passionate about the project.
What I did was to improve my skills in web development. Since I was in the IBM world, I had to take off the rust I gained fast. I was suffering from the “impostor syndrome”, thinking that I did not have what it takes to be a competitive programmer.
Despite the thought, I kept learning and practicing. Finally I got a job in a worldwide sport’s retailer as a back-end developer for their new e-commerce solution. I pass all the tests, the manager was stoked of my personality and knowledge, he immediately hires me (cool Spanish dude BTW).
I was looking forward to do a great job in the company and I was aligned to their values and work culture. I had to work as a salesman in the store to get their business processes (smart!).
I had a good time in there, until my work was so overwhelmed that I stopped enjoying it…
You see, I was proficient in PHP programming but the company required a Python developer as well and…I did not know Python enough to mantain an enterprise application. The e-commerce solution based in Prestashop required some experience in it and I did not have it.
Also, it was like a copy-paste from the company’s branch in Canada…so if I needed something I should contact the people from there.
I had to learn the fastest way possible, both Prestashop framework, Python and Django…
It was a HUGE learning curve but I accepted the challenge!
I thought everything was working as expected. The release of the new store would be January 2020. I made some code changes, ran some tests, all good, maybe not, clock is ticking and well…
…it was a disaster for me.
I have never felt that I could not get the job done until that experience. I told my manager that this was way beyond me and I presented my resignation.
I did not want to leave but, facts are facts. I was blocking the progress of the e-commerce solution and I recommended them that they should bring someone who can do it.
It is not easy to admit defeat, but I had to.
I stayed in the job for (guess what?) 7 months again and well, so after some days after release of the project I was a free agent.
Ok, this post became way more longer than expected. I think it could be a part 2 later.
…to be continued!


